brit its one thing for someoen to say something to you  unsolicted as opposed when someoen is on the block.. im not stupid.. and  things are gonna get  crazy in here.. 
 rach walks in.. you ok?
 kathy yeah brit is just giving me a pep talk
 rach  why
 kathy. im down.. just missing my family and wondering if someone would throw me under the bus
 rach did i miss something
 kathy i think alot of it is that i haven't been to church and i don't have my bible and i thik that's a big part of it.
brit helping kathy out of this jambrit i have coping mechanisms now but when i think about nick it's soo bad.. you just have down days.. 
 kathy and thinking aoubt ho,e and wondering of everythig is ok
 brit yeah i think if anything happened at home my family woludn't tell me cuz theers nothing i can do
 rach my nana was sick and.. feeds change ot back!