Nat just wants to sing and dance
Shar says that is why it is hard in this house because you can't talk about anyone or anything and that is why she doesn't talk about anything.
Nat says that she has 10 people out of 39 that signed that she can talk about.
Shel agrees that it is hard.
A brief break from the

Shel says she didn't tell people because she didn't want people to talk her out of coming on the show.
Shar says that her bestfriend told her to be careful about coming on the show because your private life will be made public on the show.
Nat says that when she was leaving to come on the show she told herself that in the mirror before she left.