Topic: BB9 Live Feed updates for Friday 3/28

[TexasLady]

Sharon tells Shel, it's their job to break her down, her job to pull herself together.

(Couldn't see who checked on them, they say they are just talking about life.)

I see Josh trying to do a cheer, says he can't do it anymore. But he's still trying. LOL.. Does TEXAS!

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[TexasLady]

Shel has been telling Sharon that she (Sharon) comes from a good family, she's a good person. That Adam disgusts her, he shouldn't act like he does. She wants her son to be a good person, life is good and it's all about choices that you make.

[TexasLady]

Oh looky who is listening!

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[MamaTo4boys]

When Josh was doing the Texas cheer.

T E X A S and Natalie was like "what does that spell"

[TexasLady]

(OMG! Mama!) 

I'm not sure what James heard, Shel is at the moment talking about James foaming at the mouth, screaming at her but she wasn't talking about that when he was listening.

Shel says she's taken advantage of her son, her family, her ex. She says her family are all good people. Sharon says you learn from your bad experiences.

Shel says she's Dr. Shelia today, Sharon laughs but says she's not laughing at her. Shel says she'll walk out a better person.






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[TexasLady]

Shel is crying again. She wants her son to be proud of her. He's the only thing in her life that is important to her. Sharon says he will be proud of her.

She's talking about Josh, being gay, she would never want to hurt him or say anything mean about him. He has family, she wouldn't want to cause him pain.  She says there are probably people in the house who do think badly about gays, they just haven't said it yet. She says she just wants to survive in the game.

Sharon says I know babe. I know. This will make you a stronger person outside this house. What makes you tick is what is important in your life. Everyone has a place in your life, and you can't take it for granted.

:flames

[TexasLady]

Shel asking Sharon how she feels about people. Sharon says she feels blessed. Every day she wakes up and is in one piece, her liver isn't in pieces. She doesn't drink, doesn't smoke. She was so mad a Jacob with all the stupid tattoos all over his body. Her body is the temple of God.

Shel asks how she feels about people in the house, does she think bad of them?

Sharon: She says good and bad, she hopes when people get out and see themselves that they learn. That's her hope for Josh.
For Josh, some of the things he's done for strategy, like Allison, she would have been kicked out of the game. You can say things are for goal and strategy, you can watch and see how things turn out, she's glad the way it turned out the way it did. She hopes when people leave they learn from being inside, learning to deal with things on your own, you handled it on your own.

Sharon says she's never been attacked, this game will either break you mentally or physically, BB hands you things, you are the person that picks it up and how you make it, did you pick yourself up? It's your choice. She says I could sit and talk to you about God all day long but the people who come to you? They don't care. Her being her is the way she is, she doesn't have to speak the word of God. That's how she handles it, not getting crazy drunk, never has never will. She was OK with Jacob smoking weed, she wasn't going to get back with him if he didn't. She'll do what's best for her, people can deal with it, she doesn't care. People can say what they want.

Shel says you are quiet, that's why people are scared of you.

Sharon: But the thing about it is I don't get in your face, if you don't love me that's ok. If you come to me that's ok.

Shel says they don't know each other they are just gunning. Asks do you trust anyone in this house?

Sharon: Parts of people. Some are smart enough to know me, but that's ok. You'll know at the end of this game who is smart in this game and who isn't. Some people talk to her. If they don't that's their loss. That's what she thinks is funny in this game. Some people talk drama to her. No one wants to get to know her, even Josh. That's why she hasn't sat down with him.

[puddin]

thanks for the updates ladies 

bongos

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[TexasLady]

Sharon says she can't talk to Josh about his family. He says it is very hard for him to see pictures of family in HOH. That's why she has to come down hard on him in the game, he can't handle it.

Shel says Josh has a huge heart.

Now Sharon is crying!

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[puddin]

They want to get the show on the road, worse waiting

Nat says that if you sit where she is sitting the deer stares at you lmao



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[TexasLady]

Shel asks what just made you cry?

Sharon says it's funny because you just want to take care of people. She says she knows she can't take care of Josh, all she can do is calm him down.

Shel: He should be grateful to you.

Sharon: That's just me coming out, you want to take care of everybody, that's who I am. (Sharon feeling bad about wanting to take care of people)

Shel says it's ok to feel bad about people, it's ok! Just try to get as far as you can in the game.

Sharon: What's hard for me when I have one person to take care of, I just do.

Shel: I'm exhausted, I can't take care of all of them.

Shar: I live by certain things, that's just me. She feels like everything is riding on her.. to take care of him

Shel gets up and gives Sharon a long hug. Sharon is really crying now.

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[puddin]

James saying maybe they aren't together in sequester but seperated incase America wants to vote one of them back .......the never ending story 

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[puddin]

Nat- please call Adam to the DR

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[puddin]

J/J :chess

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[TexasLady]

Short flames.

Shel says she's told people that Sharon has Josh's back, she's taken care of him, she's got his back. She knows she feels that way about him. She says she felt bad about Matty, she really wanted to help him.

Sharon felt bad about Matty.

Shel says it was on James, he wanted him out. James is the kind who bullied people in grade school. Matty wasn't able to defend himself. It's heartless. Matty came in and started crying about wanting to get his mom a house but he talked about gambling and that's all people heard. That he had to go out and try to save himself.

Shels tells Sharon you can't save everyone. You have to play this game. She says how can you lay in bed for 2 months and not care about them. Josh is very entertaining.

Sharon says that's the mommy in me trying to protect. She thinks she's taken him as far as she can. Would you grow up like that? You can't be selfish, it's how you were raised.

Shel says it's how you were raised, a military family. I get it Sharon, I get it.

Sharon is still crying. (I feel bad for her!)

Shel is telling her about her family, some were in the military, she kind of gets it. She has to live with the fact that this might be the last time you see them. (killed in duty.)

Sharon: That's what it is, being human.

Shel: You can't be human in front of them, they don't care! I've found that out being in here.

Sharon: It's just a lot to take. Being in here.

Shel: How many evictions now? 8? You've survived 8, you'll be fine.

[MamaTo4boys]

Sorry kids and puppies are crazy together

Sheila loves who she is. Shes starting to get loud. Wouldn't go back, blah blah blah.

[TexasLady]

Shel: I'm exhausted! Not going to think about them one minute! I'm so not afraid of him. She says she's not going to be a doormat, doesn't do it in real life, not gonna do it.

(Shel is trying to lighten things up now.) She's talking about being older, having to deal with a 21 year old. She says she likes who she is, might try botox.

We all want to be thinner. I LIKE me! (Me too on thinner.) 

Shel says you keep this wall up, I get it! I so get it! Not gonna tell you how to play the game, you don't need me. You don't need me on your side. They are coming after me. (Sharon is laughing now.)

[puddin]

God bless the Sheila updaters

I have the lucky feed but shes bleeding through

silent chess

Nat walks thought mocking Sheila "i like me!" , how Sharon is putting up with it for 2 hours no idea 

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[MamaTo4boys]

Sheila saying she can't come with her, you don't want her on your side.

Sheila chose to do this to better her life, and didn't realize how horrible and hard it was going to be. You don't walk in and take that $.

[MamaTo4boys]

Sheila talking about being on a floor, with a shag carpet, sleeping bag and a guy she couldn't stand. She lost her mind, and America saw it. Shes not proud of it, she disrespected him. But people have been in this house that have not seen what i've seen. The people who watch this, they don't get it, they only see parts of it.

Sheila: Maybe if you get the live feed you might see everything. I didn't like who i've became. This is me, I can't hide anymore.

[TexasLady]

(Thanks Mama! Help has arrived!) LOL

Shel IS louder now.. BB you are brilliant!! Brilliant!! I so get it! Evel Dick you are my hero!! ED is my hero! I fricken didn't get it.

She did her homework, Jameka, Amber, she was fascinated by the characters in the game.

Sharon says you can't know about people till you get in here. Oh well if I'd been in that season I'd have done so and so but you are in this season. 8,7,6,5, 4, 2 all different.

Shel says it will tell you what you are as a person, what will you stoop to, how bad do you want to win. Will you be someone horrible? All who you really are when you are really angry. First time she came in the house it was total shock. on the floor in a sleeping bag, lights on. She lost her mind when he said what he did to her. People watching me don't know what I had to put up with in this house. Past season people they know. People watching only see what CBS wants them to see.

Shel says this is really me, if you don't like me, sorry, this is really me. I can't make everybody happy. She didn't come to win a popularity contest.

People are jealous, why else would you attack a 45 year old mom. He's attacking me like that, would you like me to get in someone's face and call them the C word? Not a good thing James. He can't stay in the house. He knows if he came to the end of the game with me he can't win.

How are you trying to inspire people, riding around the world on a bike. Go give 1/2 a million dollars to charity, that is inspirational, go to Africa and help starving children.

[MamaTo4boys]

Sheila: I didn't come here to win a popularity contest. That isn't going to happen. People are jealous, envied and threatened by you. Why else would you attack a 45 year old single mom who isj ust like your mother.

Sheila: Would you like someone to get in your mothers face and talk like that. He can't win POV today, if he does I can't be in this house with him.

Hes threatened by Sheila because he knows she would not give him that $, what would he do with it. He tries to inspire people around the world but hes trying to get this $, you want to inspire people then go give the $ to children.

[puddin]

actually they are playing checkers with the chess pieces, no idea how they king them

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[MamaTo4boys]

Sheila: Go to NO and take that half mil and build some homes. Seriously you want to do something inspirational. I had to survive and take care of my son. I don't want to worry about where my paycheck would come from how my bills would get paid.

Now talking about her book deal, she wants to educate woman, don't do what I did (I think Sheila is upset America wants to read James' book ).

[MamaTo4boys]

Sheila: Go to NO and take that half mil and build some homes. Seriously you want to do something inspirational. I had to survive and take care of my son. I don't want to worry about where my paycheck would come from how my bills would get paid.

Now talking about her book deal, she wants to educate woman, don't do what I did (I think Sheila is upset America wants to read James' book ).

Sheila: I want my life to become a movie, I don't want to preach it I just want to do it im amazed, the one she was saying is a liar, coniver and two faced bitch is the one that is sitting there listening to her

Sheila: I would love to do what Brad/Angelina are doing, I don't have the funds.

Natalie comes in talking about her music, Sheila is going to buy that CD.

Natalie: the boys are playing checkers

Sharon: omg thats funny

Sheila: Checkers

Natalie: with the chess

Natalie: its 12:30 its going to be by 1 or 2