Alli: I was encouraging you that if they wanted you to be host to overcome those fears.
Sheila: I know that.
Alli: I wish that you had come to me, because that would have eliminated a lot of problems.
Sheila: you deal with people on a different level. I deal with people on my heart and myg ut.
Alli: Me too
Sheila: But its different. We can't trust anyone. But, you know, all i can do Allison is go with my gut because that's what I went with my whole entire life. People can give you anything at face value, but your gut will never steer you wrong.
Alli: SO you're saying that everytime your heart and gut has never steered you wrong?
Sheila: never.
Alli: Well, I'm just going to tell you that you were wrong with how I was thinking about how it took you to get here. I didn't mean that you don't deserve to be here. I was just curious. I was thinking wow, what an amazing person that can put this together. I was in awe. It just shows me that you really don't know me and the type of person.
Sheila: THe point is we're here now. I don't have any bad feelings about you at all.
Alli: I just want to go back to the points you mentioned. As soon as I've gotten off the block, and I was very grateful you voted to keep us here, Ryan and I, I'll just tell youwhat my thought process was. At no time, and I want to make this pyschotically clear, did I intend to push you away. With the eviction, you'll never understand it becaus you're not there, you don't believe until you hear it from Julie. Right after that, I had so much going on. You know, I talked to you about it. I was wondering if Ryan was even going to pull through, love is apowerful thing.
Sheila: That's why I didn't want Ryan to know what my vote was.
Alli: Yeah
Sheila: you could have told the other people that's why you did.
Alli: Right after that, it was the HOH competition, seriously that next day, my whole body was crushed.
