Allison goes to the HOH asks if its ok if she goes in.
Sharon and Josh say sure.
She just wanted to go up there and say that she is sorry for the things to go up there and say she is sorry for what happened this morning.
Allison says Josh and Sharon were her closest friends in the house and she doesn't understand what happened. Why did it transpire. Game aside it doesn't matter, A/R are not a threat and it doesn't matter.
Allison: it was harsh for her. I don't know if you want to talk to me about something. She wants in on what the problem is.
Josh: for me, from day 3, telling me your a lesbian with Sheila, for 10 days coming up with the elaborate things saying it was your adopted son, etc. Sheila is the one that broke the cover. Josh saying that she was gay and they should all be gay together. That was a bold face lie
Allison: I haven't watched every season, I watched one season and did not understand the mind games. I couldn't believe how people were treating each other. I really wanted to leave the show. Now Allison talking about how the Sheila thing was just funny. ANd they expected to get it out, Josh kept his word and she respects his word that he kept it a secret.
Allison wanted to come clean about it, it was stupid and she wanted to come forward and tell people the truth. It was obvious, it was fishy we came up with elaborate stories, I felt bad doing it. It was stupid and I agree with you.
Sharon asks if she wants something to drink.
Allison looked at it as passing Josh a chip, they have one on them. It was hurtful and lying and she hated doing it.
Josh: It was using sexuality against me, I am gay and I
Allison: I undersatnd, to be honest I didn't want to do it. Im not going to push the blame to anyone else but Sheila wanted to go ahead and do it. And it was funny after Amanda raped me after all that.
Sharon says she doesn't know a whole lot about it. They spent alot of time together. Sharon uses the example of Natalie said that they were trying to get Sharon/Josh out.
Allison: I never said that at all, if Matt was up here he could vouch for that
Sharon: I guess our problem is we are hearing different things from different people
Allison: who said that to you, Matt and Natalie
Allison wants to go for the strongest people in the house, she is shocked that Matt and Natalie said that
Sharon: Matt never talked to me.