Topic: 9/11 Sunday live feeds cont ..

[Nuala]

april i am sorry if it hurts your feelings.  you know things hurt my feelings.  when you were yelling the final 3.  you hurt my feelings.
ivette that pov was becaue i was on the line
april why dont you talk like an adult
ivette this is how i talk
stop being so blind and making things so pretty becaue they are not.
either way maggie knew she was going up there.
maggie the only one safe this week was jannie
april brings up jannie
maggie you asked us to take jannie out of hte situation
april you dont have to go back through that stuff to ivette when she talked about how she acted when everyone won HOH
april you have a great family to go back to.
ivette jannie goes and tells you im sorry
i have known all these things
you only saved your ass
they can say now they love maggie, but her ass was not safe
you threw us to the wolves
april okay
ivette you know you did
april yep your right
ivette who went up the next bo bo and myself
you went up again when jannie got hoh....me and maggie
you are not on their radar
april you are right i was thinking of myself in that one and i did it all myself
ivette taking it an exaggerate it
april i listened to a lot of things...it was told to me
ivette it was told to you what
april it doesnt make it right that howie went off of me.  i told jannie it was rude that she laughed when howie said these things.  i can sorry to her for what i said about her. 

[RealityFreakWill]

This is too funny. It' s sounding like a soap opera now.  ]][

[cnunore]

Wow...this is what we were waiting for ( a girlfight)... if only this would have happened when Howie was still in the game.  Maybe Ivette would have went the other way with her vote...

[Nuala]

ivette is saying that jennifer never told any of us who she was going to put up.  She did not want to have to owe us an explaination if she changed her mind.  She made up her mind.  We made the decision to say it was a group decision.
april do you knot under that james was going to protect you and bo bo
ivette obviously james did not protect me  that muich because she thinks i am a mean person
you are saying things dont make sense.  maggie was a lot more cold to her.
april i dont know why we have convo's you are always right.
you will think about things.  that is what i did.  it is my fault and i am not blaming it on you.  everyone influenced me.  I looked up to you and listened to you because you were the most vocal.  (She is blaming them because if she wasnt she would not be saying all of this).
maggie what you say makes me feel like ****....i ball because i am here.  both of you make me feel like ****
april i would do things differently......she said more than i did not catch......
maggie i dont see it that way....these friendships are what helped me here.
ivette maggie and i will be the same way outside of this house.  the way i act in here and love people here is the same way i am out there.
they are rehashing about why michael left.  ivette wants to know what her part was in her evictions.
ivette i say everything that james says
april you said that there are things you dont tell us that james said
maggie we dont tell the lie and what hurts people
ivette i apolozied to you numerous times
april you scream at me and i feel like cant tlak with you.  we hear things differenlty and interpret things differnetly that is absolutely true.  you did not want to accept that.

[puddin]

awesome Danna & Nuala !! this is great stuff..

come on Ivette hand the Veto over to April {l{ but on the other hand we need April in sequester for Janies vote if Janie makes the final 2 with Ivette thats is .

[sweet-pea]

hee hee- i love it. I think April has finally realized that this game is almost over and she is going to have to back to real life and America hates her. She's just doing this whole "i'm ashamed' bit so that she doesn't look like such a horses ass. I, for one ain't buying it. She has already proven herself to be an annoying, nose picking, backstabbing, emotional train wreck!    But i love her for stirring the pot! *

[puddin]

I rewound my realone and am recording the arguement  ..I'm leaving the current updates up to Nuala...Nuala you RocK !!

[RealityFreakWill]

They should be getting ready for the ceremony, should be happening anytime soon.

[Nuala]

april the deal is that your are stubborn and i am stubborn that is the bottom line
i did not come here looking at the money and sometimes i wish the money was at the end of this.  you came in here to win for your family.  there are several people that have said even jennifer that i dont need the money.  we all deserve this money.  we lasted through this horrible, grueling experience.  I am not going to vote for the one who needs the money over another person i am going to vote with my heart. 
i have never made the money the issue.
ivette do you not think that i dont know that i am not going to win over any of you.  i accepted that a long time ago.  I knew april would never vote for me at the end.  it hurts when people mention it even more.  all i wanted to do is get that veto for my mom.  it was about my strength to do it. 
april we were all content.
ivette when jannie said to you april i am sure america loves you because you are not one of the sht talkers.
maggie that really hurt my feelings
april i know and i dont know why she said that.
ivette i am a much better person than her.  it is saying we were horrible to her without a reason. 
april i have said things that i should not have. i am upset with myself.
maggie there is so much you can take from someone and she has no feelings for anyone.
ivette she has the worst soul. 
april i have mentioned everything to her that i did not like her
ivette i have been so misinterpreted in this game.  i should have just lied to everyone.
maggie how we have treated each other means something.  if america sees fault in what i have done i blame it on the show.  I would feel horrible if my parents have gotten reprocussions.  I have seen two great people,  I love bo bo jennifer and of course erick.  as much as you have butted heads you two were brought togehter....you have the same qualities. you butt heads and that is fine.  it is hard for you because you are saying things because you are leaving. 
april if you dont want to hear what i am thinkign then dont ask
maggie i understand and that is okay. it is different when you are leaving.

[Nuala]

Maggie i still see you as a good person
i dont feel that you ever hurt anyones's feelings and when you look make and i feel like i should be doing the same thing.
you and ivette did things because of what is dont to you.
ivette people muist have told jannie things for her to feel the way she does about me
you can blame everything on me.
Maggie  people can blame me.  I dont care.  what i care about it how you 2 feel about me.  Also bo bo, jennifer, and eric.
I wont talk to her about things because I dont care because what she thinks of me.
you are looking back and i am so glad that you are honest with me.  dont be afraid to be honest.i would rather hear honesty.
ivette i would rather hear honesty than think like you dont like me.
ivette it inside now.

[Nuala]

maggie mentioned that she can see where ivette is taking it personal.  Maggie said she took it personal also.

april i dont think....ia m not gong to jannie is this wonderful person.  i felt like i had to come clean because that was the best thing to me.  i am to blame.  i feel bad for making fun of her.
maggie it is the environment
i gathered info from all of you
april you listened to jennifer more and made decisions on what she said
maggie yes
april i told her i did not want to tell her
maggie it is hard not to take it personal though.  april look at it from her point of her view
i clung on to you when jennifer to you and whether that was right or not that is what i wanted to do.  what if i told you that i did things because i hung out with you.  you would be hurt.
april i know
maggie 99 percent was the friendship.
april most of things i need to keep on my head
maggie it is okay that you say them but i wont say that it doesnt hurt my feelings
april i have been hurt by everyone.
maggie we have all said things that have hurt each other but not always intentionly.
april when it is over for you you will look back and there will be somethings you wish you did not act or say
maggie absolutely.
april the things i did were persuaded by others
maggie i thought from week 3 that james was after me becaue of what james told people and those people told me.
the only things i had were from ivette and you. i did get info form others
april i am even thinking that if we were not partners things would have been different.
i think bo bo and jannie would have been great friends, but he couldnt because ivette could not stand her.  i like Kaysar.
maggie i like him as  person, but he hurt me in this game.  He took out eric.
april she is not going to pick ivette
maggie it hurts her feelings coming from you
april janelle has nothing said anything about you
maggie ivette said that she hated me
april she does not
maggie waht she did in the kitchen was mean and she is not nice to me
april i could cry all day
maggie i dont want to cry anymore.  I did last night.

[Nuala]

i think ivette was called to the dr.

[Nuala]

I rewound my realone and am recording the arguement  ..I'm leaving the current updates up to Nuala...Nuala you RocK !!

Thanks for the compliment.

[Nuala]

bb hg this is a lockdown please go outside and close the sliding glass door.

[puddin]

part 1 ( crank up your volume )

http://www.jusspress.com/day.php?userid=23832&currentDate=20050911&currentTime=151825

[Nuala]

i'm loving this.... thanks nuala for transcribing....

you are quiet welcome.  I am just now reading everyone's post.  Man i was typing faster than i ever had ......LOL....i should become a transcriptionist.

[RealityFreakWill]

i'm loving this.... thanks nuala for transcribing....

you are quiet welcome.  I am just now reading everyone's post.  Man i was typing faster than i ever had ......LOL....i should become a transcriptionist.

You would do quite well. You and Puddin both do an awesome job and I'm getting a big kick from the conversation today. I'm sure Ivette is so ready to evict April now. She has to be so pissed off now.

[Nuala]

april and maggie are putting on make up and maggie said I smell.  April i know. I need to take a shower.
April i am linking things together.  It is ivette that she would take the blame.
maggie she did tell kaysar it was her idea.
april she told him it was a good decision.  she told me a different story
maggie today is horrible day in every sense of the realm
april why
maggie because it is sept. 11.
april oh yeah i remembered earlier.  i should wear my flag shirt, but i packed it.
(maggie looks so cute in her ball cap).

[puddin]

I couldnt keep up with you Nuala ..I am a 4 finger typer  *%# ,,>(

part 2

http://www.jusspress.com/day.php?userid=23832&currentDate=20050911&currentTime=152939

[RealityFreakWill]

april and maggie are putting on make up and maggie said I smell.  April i know. I need to take a shower.
April i am linking things together.  It is ivette that she would take the blame.
maggie she did tell kaysar it was her idea.
april she told him it was a good decision.  she told me a different story
maggie today is horrible day in every sense of the realm
april why
maggie because it is sept. 11.
april oh yeah i remembered earlier.  i should wear my flag shirt, but i packed it.
(maggie looks so cute in her ball cap).

Only if they also knew about Hurricane Katrina!

[Nuala]

Jannie changed from a skirt to jeans because she said it too chilly outside. She said no more summer tanning.
april do you want to hammock
maggie oh yeah
april i am wearing red that can be for 911.
maggie it feels good in the sun.They better not ask me about 911 today.
april this is hell
maggie yeah
i asked holly did you like this game and she said no
april do you think people will forgive us
maggie you ever agreed that jannie is funny, but she is mean but we laugh....they like her because she is funny and doesnt give a fck about people's feelings.  do you remember puck from real world.  he wwas an ass and everyone loved her.  america loves her because she is light hearted in this environment.
(maggie I do not think it is hilarious the way Jannie treats you).
america sees it as a game.  when i got in here it became personal.
april you cant play this personally
maggie it i hadnt i would be here if i didnt care about you guys you all would not have protected me.....i feel better about myself knowing that i care about people why do you fault yourself for not caring abou tpeople
april i feel like **** about myself......when you do soemthing and you feel like you cant do right.....it doesnt give you a good feeling.  i havent been feeling bad about myself for a month.they see this serious side of me because I do take things personally.
she does not have personal attachments.
april i took so much personally and i should not have
maggie sighed. dont you see that is why were are friends.
april i would not have changed our friendship for the world.  i dont knowwe will see.  i feel like i have been beated up.  this isnt anything new.
maggie this is the first time ivette is hearing it. 
april i have been avoiding ivette because i did not want to hurt her feelings. 
for ivette to say i said something about her extensions is such a lie
maggie those things dont matter
april but it is the smallest things i am wrong.........we can do the same thing and i am wrong you are wrong it is not a big deal.  Things are black and white in her eyes.

[puddin]

part 3.. that was enough that.. my poor childrens ears..  (%#
http://www.jusspress.com/day.php?userid=23832&currentDate=20050911&currentTime=154506

[Nuala]

april blah blah blah the same stuff that was said at the table.

[puddin]

I have my camara fixed in the living room . I cant take Apes anymore  {l{ .Maybe they will slip up and we will see something .

[Nuala]

Maggie her and eric wear their emotions on their sleeves. 
It is the way you are phrasing things....not the point you are trying to make it.
april i want to knock her out for the week james did not go.