God, since you know everything, I wish you would explain the psychosis of a person who immediately jumps to the worst conclusion about why something is happening to HIM, (Eric, which, of course you knew that.)
If I immediately started saying that I felt that people thought I was a piece of $hit or worse, it would be because either I am horribly depressed or else I had low self esteem and THINK that I am a piece of $hit. Eric immediately starts demeaning himself and assumes the worst motives directed towards him personally. (At the same time, he has NO problem attributing the utmost evilness as motives to another person or a group he perceives as a threat.) Worse still he continually says he tells the truth, never lies, but everyone else lies, when of course he IS the lair.
If you could clear up that confusion for me, I'd appreciate it.