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BB13 Live Feed Updates Sunday 8/28/11
Paisley:
Shelly: My moves throughout the game was to stick with Jeff and Jordan and be their trojan horse, which I did the entire game. In addition, you made a promise to me on day two to never put me up and never vote me out. I never said a word about going up against Cassi.
Explaining every situation where she maintained her high regard for them and didn't question them.
Shelly: I made the decision to go outside of that box on my own, and I actually tortured over this decision. Last thing I want when this is over is to lose you two as friends. I don't care about anything else. I don't care about what you've said or what you've done. I feel like a fool for making a game move, and the only way to make a name for myself in the game is by making strategic moves. All I have done is stand up for people and help people and put everyone first until that one day. It was a game move, but personally it's been torture.
Paisley:
Jordan: Why didn't you just come up to us and say I don't think I can beat you and Jeff instead of being sneaky?
Shelly: Do you think for a second I want to play with Porsche? Dani? Kalia? Where I am now, do you see I'm in any joy? Do you listen to them? Do you hear their total disregard for the players and the game? Do you think I want to be around that when I've been around the best players in the game? It hurt me when you partnered with "that person" (Rachel) even though I made a game move. I knew there would be insurmounted obstacles. Losing you in this game, I look like a fool. I can't explain it, except that my alliance is my family. On top of it, you gave me a phone call. I will forever will be indebted to that and has not anything to do with the game. This is Jordan. This is the kind of woman Jordan is.
Paisley:
Jordan: Instantly when I heard about the phone call, I thought of Shelly because you were at your breaking point. And then Jeff gets voted out? Here I am, I've stuck up for this woman, I genuinely care about this person, which you don't think in here you'd find that, and here's this person I've help and she votes out Jeff? And she's trying to keep Dani??
Shelly: And the way you feel is the personal side of that game and you have every right to feel that. At some point in this game, we have to take the personal out of it. It's not how I live my life. I never take the personal out. To a fault, I help other people. In order for me to even have a chance, I had to do it. I can never say I'm sorry enough. I apologized to Jeff and he'll see it. I know in the end if we were all sitting there, you would have made a personal choice, and taken Jeff, because he is the love of your life. That's who you're looking out for (her family). You get it and I was doing the same thing. I just want you to understand. You can play with Rachel and do whatever you can do. You've been a tremendous asset to her. But you'll see that what I did in one evening is nothing compared to what she has done to you throughout the game. The only people I care about at the end of the day is Jeff and Jordan. If you don't want to be friends afterward, that's okay.
Jordan: No. I'm over it. I was just hurt. This is a completely different person and it was all completely fake. I haven't said anything bad about you, except that she backstabbed me.
Shelly: I didn't backstab you. I backstabbed Jeff.
Jordan: Jeff said I know I'll get kicked out eventually. When you get to the final three, everyone says they will take you. Kalia and Porsche are a powerful team. What made Jeff so mad is that he felt like he's helped everyone. That moment he felt like, I can't believe she turned on us and he was hurt. He can have an attitude and he was mad.
Shelly: What made me mad is he didn't give me a chance to speak. He believed Adam. He didn't even talk to me, he just started yelling at me instantly. Claiming her telling Rachel about Jeff throwing the veto was a total slip up.
Paisley:
Shelly: I will take all the blame and suffer all the consequences there are to suffer from you and Jeff. It's wrong on a personal side and it hurts me. And I am truly sorry I hurt you. I would never in a million years hurt you and I'm sorry I hurt you. I think the world of you and Jeff and wish you both nothing but good things. I would never ever try in real life...I would have your back until the end of time. It wouldn't be like it is in this house. All I was trying to do was make my family proud of me. Maybe you can give me the benefit of the doubt. There are lots of agendas out there. If there is any way I can get you to the end of the game, I will. I believe you and Rachel will vote me out, and I respect that, but if there is anything I can do I will. If I can be of assistance to you to get you further, I will. It's the least I can do at this point to try to make it up to you. I have no interest in hurting you or making anything worse than it already is. I know you want to see Jeff and want to win it for Jeff and your family. You know they have a final four and have little tokens to help them plan. Did I play good? I played really good until I had to make a personal decision. In the end I hurt the two people I didn't want to hurt in this game. I've tried to talk about it with others here. I don't know what I can do outside of here.
Jordan: I just felt betrayed by you. I felt back stabbed and I was just hurt. One of the things I'm sorry about is, :::chuckles::: I didn't know I could scream that loud. :lol3: I could see in the corner of my eye that you wanted Porsche to win the competition and I was just like wow. And I'm not mad at you for trying to make a game move. You just should have come to us.
Shelly: Do you think really if I had come and told you, you guys would have like "Oh, okay go forward." Adam didn't tell you and Rachel didn't tell you until the sh*t hit the fan.
Jordan: I've played this game before, because the one thing Jeff said was he wanted to come back and play, because he wants a family someday and wants to start with money. I told him I'd back him up. That was one of his main goals. And then the way he went out, it was like wow. And I thought you would have voted for him to be here and that we could work something out later. Everyone just assumes just because we're here, we're going to make it to the end.
Paisley:
Slow internet, so missing some of this conversation.
Jordan: You should have just said it.
Shelly: I didn't know what to say. But if you say that's how you'd be, then I should have come to you.
Jordan: Jeff and I have been honest and open with everyone, and she goes with Dani? Rehashing plans to get Dani out and the outcome. It just sucks that people actually believed Dani, that they had no chance because Jeff and Jordan were here.
Shelly: Dani has done plenty.
Jordan: But everyone worships her.
Shelly: I don't worship her. Every minute since Porsche won, it's Dani Dani Dani. They have her clay figures up there. It's disgusting, it's not fun to listen to them. I don't hang with them. I'm alone and I put myself there by my own doing. I don't go play with them. I have no desire to sit there and listen their philosophies. I just go be by myself. Ever since this happened, I've wanted to get to you, but I want to give you some space. The one thing you've said here that you have to think about is that Jeff said he wanted to win so he could start a family...a family with you. It will be the specialist thing you have and I hope you can get there so you can have that and get your start.
Jordan: But my thing is I don't care about winning this year.
Shelly: But you need to now.
Jordan: But it's going to be really hard. I don't know why.
Shelly: If you're going to take my advice, you need to change that attitude. You've got to fight because you can win it. Think like Jeff. Do not let people who do not have respect for the game and aren't playing for the right reasons to win this game. That would be a mistake on your part. Go after the game. Take your alliance and make it Jeff and your family and do it for that. There is absolutely every chance that you can get where you can go. You can do it, Jordan. And I will be the first one to stand up and cheer, for you and not the money. You are a great woman and I do care about you and I'm sorry about hurting you and I hope you can forgive me.
Jordan: I do forgive you. It's embarrassing how I acted. You can't erase it.
Shelly: I think Jordan can. You already know America absolutely adores you guys. Believe it or not, we're playing for the same thing.
Jordan: I am sorry and I don't hate you. I was really hurt...I was really really hurt. Besides Jeff, you were the only person I could talk to.
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