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BB12 Live Feed Updates Friday 8/13/10
KitKat:
brendon I am not taking anytinh persoally but first the andrew thing I dont know what was going on with him
ragan another thing that made me think that you 2 have a deal and you cut me out of I told andrew I hadnt made up my mind and when the conversation started to turn I told him I didnt agree with him putting you and rachael up if he stayed and won
Nuala:
Ragan Matt and I have never said we are in an alliance or going to final 2
Matt yeah
Ragan Rachel kept saying we were in an alliance and I got the impression that both of you thought that I was in Matt's ear telling him to put you guys up. This was not a group decision and if it was it was a house decision you were going up.
Brendon said that he is not taking anything personal.
Ragan brings up a convo with Andrew and that he would like to see Andrew stay and I didn't agree with things Andrew was saying about going after you and putting you on slop and Andrew kept saying you haven't talked to Brendon
Brendon oh wow. He is a confusing person. I didn't quite buy it that Andrew was against us. He was saying things to keep himself here.
Ragan I got it that yall you were to work together and make it seem like you weren't. That is what Rachel and I had been doing. My problem was that I was working iwht you and I went out on a limb to keep you and I was cut out of things.
ragan I have a long emotional history
Brendon apologizes for putting him as have not
Ragan I will be a mess
Brendon you can come up here when you need to
Brendon I was doing things for you to hate me
Nuala:
Ragan is explaining that he was upset with Rachel becasue he cried to her about his past history of bullying and then they bullied him. He felt like he is guilty of the friends he has made in the house like Kristen. He couldn't believe that Brendon attacked him. Ragan I wasn't attacking her.
Brendon afterwards I realized that Matt wasn't saying anything. I was wrong.
Ragan then you went out there and told everyone that we were bullying Rachel and we weren't I felt like it was a slap in the face.
Ragan now about the hammock conversation. I was giving time and waiting to have a talk with her. I was being self aware. It was not the time to have the convo with me. That was how it started. Where things went off were my version of events vs. hers. You can say what you say about me but I call it like I see it. There was night she asked for a convo and I told her not right now. Then her tells Brendon about the crazy laugh Rachel did to him at the kitchen table. Then she went outside and said I didn't have to say anything to him. She said that didn't happen. I didn't get it. I can talk to someone and through my problems if we can agree on a common reality. But that was not the case. We weren't raising voices and I asked if I could hold her hand and she got up and left and was upseet. Then you came at me. That was you defending RAchel/
Brendon that was personal and I was hurting my chances to stay here. I felt like she deserves it more and I am iin love iwht her. I am sorry for all the personal stuff. I am going to apologize to Britney also. Especially about the POV. That was me wanting to be sent home.
Nuala:
Ragan accepts his apology.
Brendon I am sorry for making you feel that way especially with what you have been through.
Ragan that's past now let's talk future. You are going to do what you have to do and the game has changed since you are playing as an individual and that would have happened also with RAchel. Here's my pitch
Brendon let's go
Ragan I think you are an intelligent person and you can sense and predict what is going ot happen at the next hOH despite waht people are saying. It has been the sentiment since week 1. Be observant and know what is real and what is fiction.
Brendon is the sentiment Rachel is gone and I am next
Ragan overwhelmingly
Nuala:
Ragan so you need to think about each person and what will they do if they win HOH next week despite what htey are telling you.
Ragan I realize with the week we had I am not sititng pretty at all and I think what I have on my side and Matt's, but we are playing as indviduals. I think that your probably aware that will tell you what you want to hear
Brendon absolutely
Ragan then cut your throat next week. I am not one of those people
Brenodn I believe you you were the more genuine. Your problem is your emotions get the best of you. It is hard for you to say things without meaning it and it speaks volume. There will be people who will try to be genuine and it is hard for me because I want to give pepole the benefit of the doubt. That makes me want to trust you more. I do apologize most of it was spur of the moment. If I give you my word I give you my word. I think we are a ways out of the game ot have to stab each other in the back. But hwen it is final 4 tha is different.
Ragan I can promise you right now in this game. If you don't make real deals. I am not talking BS deals.
Brendon I got ya
Ragan if you don't make real deals and win POV next week you will go home
Brendon yeah
Ragan I wanted to talk to you early and think about the game and I am not thinking of myself sitting pretty and I did help you when it wasn't popular and there is no one else that can say that especially in regards to you.
Brendon def.
Ragan I never lied to you this week. You will have convos with people who can't say that for a fact.
Ragan talking about his break down being a combo
Brendon afterwards I thought I shouldn't have made Ragan one
Brendon I was pissed off
Ragan I get it
Ragan the game really said something to me about the game being interactual and how I didn't know the difference at times of the front and back of the rope and that is what I was unpakcing in my mind. When we play this game there are decisions we have to make in this game that are going to moves us forward or get us tangled and you have to make decisions that will move you forward. I am open to working an dmaking deals.
Brendon yes
Ragan and you know where I stand
Brendon things change her
Brendon I can see the forest through the trees
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