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puddin:
Wow you are on the ball Mama!! thank you :<3

MamaTo4boys:
I got bored :lol3:

marigold:
Ryan's Last HOH Blog:



Well time in the Big Brother house is winding down. And I cannot be in better position than I am now. Unless something unexpected happens, as HOH this week, I am guaranteed final 3. But in this game its expect the unexpected so you never know. Im not worried about the other two who will be left against me. Im confident I can take them out and accomplish what I set out to do in this house almost 3 months ago- make Final 2!

If Im fortunate enough to make Final 2 whatever happens with the votes from the jury house is anyones guess. Ive got some things working against me. The fact that I came in here with a girlfriend is looked at as an unfair advantage for me, although it worked to my disadvantage. Also that I won $10,000 and another luxury competition will all work against me. This is all ammo against me for the haters who don't want me to win this game. Anyone you beat out in this game will use whatever they can to get back at you. They'd rather vote for someone who has floated and in my opinion is undeserving rather than give the money to someone who has earned it through gameplay because of personal vendettas. They use the info. you gave them about your life on the outside to determine if you need the money or not rather than how you played the game. If you've had less of a hard knock life and sob stories than the next person you probably won't get the votes.

Anyways, this is the first time I've had the chance to blog since my alliance was victorious over Team Pullout (couches). They were mad weak and all left here salty as hell.

Life in the Big Brother house is an experience I'll never forget. I've been completely out of my element and comfort zone the entire time. I have no idea what is going on in the outside world and I miss my friends and loved ones more than words can describe. Confrontations are daily and stress and anxiety levels are at an all time high. With so much going on, just falling asleep is a chore and waking up to face all the same BS is tough. Its tough because you build strong bonds and friendships with people in this house and then you have to lie to them and vote them out. On the outside world I would never mislead and lie to any of my friends but in here its a game and that must be done in order to further yourself. With that said, I wouldn't change a thing nor would I ever regret my time in this house. I've learned so much about myself and will have changed for the better when Im outta here.

The best thing about winning HOH is the pictures and letter you get from home. When you haven't seen your friends or family for months those are the best things you can ask for over anything materialistic.

I love you Jen! Times creeping until I get to see you at the wrap party but it'll be here soon enough. Thanks for the letter, I read it over and over daily. Keep taking good care of my daughter/doggie Jayda.

What up to my boys in the 'bus. Keep holdin it down until I get home. It's on once I get back. We got some catching up to do. Shout outs to my roomies- Tubby, Corrie, Ian and Chase.

I love you Mom! Sorry about grandpa. Stay strong and I'll see you as soon as I get back. Give Ma 'fini a kiss from me.

Marcie and Troy I'll see you guys when i get back also. Give them two beautiful daughters of yours big fat kisses from their Uncle Ry Ry!

Everyone else I haven't specifically named whos close to me, you know who you are, I miss you and will see ya when I get home.

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