Ok, first of all, love what you guys are doing here. Probably wont post much because my husband has already made a comment about how I cant walk by the computer and not check this site...
I hate Amber because:
Meth is a REALLY big deal. I dont care who you are, you use meth, you are a crack head. I abused meth for 2 years of my life and lost almost everything because of it. It grabs a crazy hold on you and doesnt let go untill you DO loose it all. If what Amber says about her use is true, she was a CRACK HEAD. There are NO "normal" meth users. Its not like pot, you cant just "live" your life. PERIOD. She had to have: lied to everyone she knew more then once, took money from her family to feed her addiction, and more then anything else she lived in the same "Im not hurting anyone" fog that we all lived in when you are ate up with something that turns you into something else. She didnt loose jack... if she got off all on her own, GREAT, I applaud her, BUT she doesnt talk like an addict, she doesnt act like an addict, she is in NO WAY ashamed enough. I would have NEVER EVER told anyone in that house much less the nation unless I had a "killer" recovery story, which she does not... shes JUST a crackhead. She doesnt feel the shame and she doesnt give a lesson. Take some responsibility for what you have done, you put your kids in danger EVERYDAY you put it up your nose. I hate her and if anyone listens to A Perfect Circle, The Noose is HER song.
Thanks for letting me vent to SOMEONE! Love you guys!