Back, Eric: Like, whatever, like, I played an adventurous game. You know. One of the things I've been saying is a bold faced lie, what have I ever done, I couldn't get on the show, like... What I want to say is, that, I don't give 2 $hits what people say after the game.
He couldn't bring himself to tell her but now, he planned on telling her before he left. He wanted her to know. You're a liar, you did this and this, he didn't want to mess up the 99.999999% thing trust thing, he wants her to trust her. (PP)
She thinks it is funny he is the monster.