it appears they are all sleeping
picked up from Jokers :
Mike says If not I'll just go try to enjoy it for what it is and then go back to my life... I've come so far I want it to happen...he's (will) come so far he wants it to happen. Will has already had this experience, it'd be sh*tty for me if I had to leave so he could have it again you know?
Erica does that make you nervous?
M that that's going to happen?
E uh hmm
M VERY. It kind of scared me today, when he kind of verbalized it for me,you know.
E what did he say?
M He said the same thing he said to you. Which was, I said she's not stupid enough to take you or me if she has the option is she? He's like well I don't want to mislead you da da da da da (he said that) ANd it's funny because ..
E did that scare you?
M Well it did because this whole ride because it wasn't really real, there was people here, good players and stuff...he was saying I'm here for you Boogie, I want to make it up to you and stuff....
Erica: and now that he's here..
M: Now that he's here it's like his ego has kicked in and now he's ramped it up with her...and I know exactly where his head is at. He's thinking, Boogie's a great competitor and he'll try to make it happen, but if not I got her (Janelle)
E keep ummmhmmm as he's talking.
M: It's just so clear to me, his selfishness and his ego. I guess I can't expect him to be like you should take him (Mike), I just saw it come into focus, To tell you the truth if I went to the finals with him and he won, I wouldnt' have much of a problem, but if he take her and he wins, it'll crush me.
E if she takes him and he wins?
M: yeah, but I try to appreciate that I did good...if it doesn't happen it won't happen...I made it happen when we needed to win something
E: he didn't.
M and he though on his fing smirk. I'd be come on man. It sucks cuz I'll have to question his level of committment to the end you know. If he knows he's going to the finals no matter what, that'll be f'ed up for me
