i missed it too maby some one will post a utub of it.. i don't no how she is doing it when my mom died 1 1/2 yrs ago i walk trew life just going trew the motions. inever new whenit would hit me and iwould feel this wave of sad ness come over me i wasafraid to go out in publick, sometimes iwould run to my car when it would happen and cry i can't amagine where u would run to if u r jennifer h..she is very brave...jmo