Aaryn: McManda loves you.
GM: Helen told me that she didn't get a chance to talk with you before and now that she has she really likes you.
Aaryn: I think we'll be final 5. They want Candice, Elissa, Judd, Jessie. YOu, Me, Amanda, McCrae, Helen and Andy. The other six are Howard, Candice, Spencer, Jessie, Judd, Elissa. Those six will go home first and we will be in the final six.
GM: I hope so
Aaryn: Know so. Know that with conviction and the only way that we'll go home is if we start doubting that. At least if I make it to the final six I've made it to the end with people I respect. Before that I'll be sick to my stomach.
GM: Right now its the same. Everyone says good things about you. Helen likes Nick too.
Aaryn: we will be here for a long time.
GM: I just want to be me and play hard. I want to win an HOH too
Aaryn: YOu can win HOH if you believe you can win HOH. If you're in the HOH comp, and feel like you can't make it, that's a lie and its all in your head. Pain is a mental thing 100% mental. If you're in pain and want to fall or stop, don't think in your head, your pictures, crowns, safety and a bed to yourself. I don't care about pain, pain is temporary. Nobody else has that mindset besides me and McCrae. All the guys on the popsicle are goine. Its me you and McCrae now.
GM: wow. That's true.
Aaryn: Do you notice how the camera follows Judd everywhere he goes? THat says something. He's MVP.
GM: You think so. Its the f'ing bear shirt.
Aaryn: Don't tell him that I think he's mvp. He might not be who he says he is. I'mstarting to think that every day.
GM: He just doesn't have any balls.
Aaryn: He has an agenda in his head. He lets people think they're walking over him. If people think they control you then you're safe. Candice, Howard, Spencer, Elissa we can't control them, thats why they will leave. I let everyone think that they're the puppeteer, but everything is helping my game. Alright, I'm ready to go to bed.