SH telling P about all the good times. You have to have bad times to have good times. Everyone brought the good bad and ugly and everyone brought the good bad and ugly including her. She's learned a lot that she will take with her forever. She has made mistakes, she's also done things she thought were brilliant.
(earlier she was telling Porscha that it was ok if she leaves, she's good either way. She really does feel good. She's pleased with what she did, she made a big move, if it comes back to bite her, it comes back but she made a big move... it may be her biggest mistake but that's ok. she's sorry she hurt them, but they'll work on it after the game. It was a game move and would maybe done it differently perhaps, if what she says is true should may have thought differently. but she did what she did and will be accountable for it. she'll hold her hand up and won't put it on anyone else. )